Heart broken

Today I'm heart broken. My heart aches for my husband and my children. My husband is gone his final deployment. I have to keep telling myself it's our last one and to breathe. No matter how many times we've overcome this obstacle its always gut wrenching. paralyzing reality that slaps you in the face.

I wrote that the morning he left. @3:45 in the morning. Flash forward to today, Easter Sunday. I have been to the Doctors for my oldest daughter who has/had strep along with the flu. And when 1 person gets the flu WE ALL get the flu. We also spent a lovely 5 hours in the ER per my PCM's request that we get an antibiotic injection for my oldest. Why you ask. Because I could not break my daughters fevers! 103 and climbing. Scary stuff. Do you know what can happen with a child who has a high fever. I wish I didn't. Today is the first day since monday she hasn't had a fever. Emma had a fever all day yesterday and now Conner woke up with a fever this morning. What goes around comes around full circle in the Robbins nest. Someone shoot me.

 Can you tell there related?

Thankfully we live in a day and age where my husband and i can send videos because without his face and voice I just might not have made it

This too shall pass.....